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You want ME to update? A Lite Snack So, basically this weekend all of the roommates and their girlfriends were invited to Tomahawk to celebrate tuck-a-palooza (aka. tuck's b-day). It was great fun. To find out what we did check out Tucker's post about it here. I got to climb to the highest point in Wisconsin. It was pretty cool. I climbed a radio tower in the middle of a snow storm (well it was snowing, not really storming). Everyone was telling me not to climb, but if I didn't I probably would have regreted it for the rest of my life. Haven't I been say to live life... oh yeah, only like a bajillion million times!!!!!!!! So I did. Also, I ate a ladybug. I was dared to and offer 4 dollars to do it. How could I pass up... I couldn't. Check out the video by clicking on the picture or clicking here. Mulder and Me So, the 4 dollars that I got for eating that bug went to pay for bowling that night. So, I mean, if you think about it like, I got to bowl for the price of eating a bug, it really is quite impressive. Anyway, at the bowling alley, I found the ultimate bowling ball. It had a skull in it. Yes, a human skull. You can see a picture of it to the right of the text. That is me and the ball. Well, my roomates decided to take the ball home. So now we have a new roommate named, Mulder. Mulder The Radio Tower of death!! View from the top. 7 comments 1/31/2006 12:34:00 PM Say it Living Life "Learn to say, 'Fuck You' to the world once in a while. You have every right to. Just stop thinking, worrying, looking over your shoulder, wondering, doubting, fearing, hurting, hoping for some easy way out, struggling, gasping, confusing, itching, scratching, mumbling, bumbling, grumbling, humbling, stumbling, rumbling, rambling, gambling, tumbling, scumbling, scrambling, hitching, hatching, bitching, moaning, groaning, honing, boning, horse-shitting, hair-splitting, nit-picking, piss-trickling, nose-sticking, ass-gouging, eyeball-poking, finger-pointing, alleyway-sneaking, long waiting, small stepping, evil-eyeing, back-scratching, searching, perching, besmirching, grinding grinding grinding away at yourself. Stop it and just DO. Don't worry about cool. Make your own uncool. Make your own, your own world." (excerpted from "The Accidental Masterpiece" by Michael Kimmelman) I ran across this quote and thought it appropiate for all lives. So, I decided to share it with the world that I know. BTW, I think you are all cool. Yes, even you Patric. I fell like I really can't say it enough and I really have to remind myself everyday to "Live Life". For Real, we need to stop worrying about the trivial things in our lives and focus on the good here and now. So, yeah, good weekend coming up for me... Tucker's birthday. "Happy Birthday, Darling!" My apartment and significant others are heading up to Tomahawk to celebrate. It is going to be a load of fun. Also, I've given up on IMing (instant messaging). it is more trouble than it is worth. If you want to talk, I have a phone and I'd love to hear your voice. There doesn't have to be any relevance. Just call and we'll chat. Stay cool everybody. 0 comments 1/26/2006 12:26:00 AM Don't worry about me... I'll live Yeap.... I haven't posted in a while... everything is aight... I'm work'n on finishing a website I'm making for school... and if you are wondering if I finished the fatefulpromise website... well... the answer is no, I'm sorry I haven't finished it yet. That isn't to say I'm not working on it, but I'm not. I really just have a hard time sitting down and doing it. It will get done though... you'll see... it'll look real nice too. you just wait and see. I got a better part in the play on campus... I went from three lines and practicing only about once a week to about 30 lines and practicing everyday... I love acting.. mhmmm. Well, Thanks to everyone for everything. 1 comments 1/16/2006 08:53:00 PM In the morning so, yeah.... i woke up (to be expected)... and I kind of regret typing what I did, but at the same time... it needed to be typed... needed to be said. to say that wasn't me... or that I was "just in a mood" would be untruthful.... I mean... I was "in a mood" but, that was me... Peter. Anyway, I feel like I should maybe explain myself a little better. I've been taking zoloft since november.... it was effective. "from what?" you might ask. Well, basically it helped me not have the moods like the one I wrote in last night. It also kind of made me "out of it". I don't know... I did like it... so I haven't taken the pills in 3 days and then I took 1 and then I didn't for another 3... anyway, I was surprised to see that with in less than a week my stupid mood was triggered (ie. last night's post). When I'm in that mood... I... hurt everyone... but mostly Abby... who is the most important person in my life. It is true... she is the person who taught me how to love and how to be loved... how to accept myself and to love others... and she is the closest to me, so naturally, she gets hurt the most and hardest... and... I don't want to lose her (she is the main reason I started on the pills). but at the same time I feel like if I need these chemicals to live, then am I truly me? hard to say... i bet people could and would argue both ways. Perhaps I was meant to not ever really be close to anyone... or something... scare away all those that I love... I don't really know what is up.... blarg... I hope that explains maybe a little something something... 2 comments 1/05/2006 09:05:00 AM in the night it's official... I need pills to live... to live any kind of stupid "normal life"... ug... ugh... why ... why me... I'm not strong enough... I'm NOT... i guess I'm not a man... I guess I'm not... what? ... human?... ugh... my blog... the world...t his is the last place to turn... for hope... for encouragement... i don't know what to do... I never do... never... I don't want the pills... but if I don't... if I don't everything that I care about will be lost... because of my disease.... my sickness... my FUCKKKKK!!!!!! 3 days maybe a week without it... and ... and this... this shit already.. again... and my mind says it isn't my fault and it also says I am the problem... I'm the problem.... me... get rid of me and everything will be better... for everyone ... ugh ugh ugh ugh uighujglihg;iogh;igsh; g;igh;g j fuck. I need a stronger word than that... something less ignorant.... I want to scream it at the top of my lungs.... FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm a monster... I'm... what... like... I"m, I have like a cancer.. a type of AIDS... or something... you know?!?!?... i have to be constently medicated or... fuck fuck fuck... shit happens... dumb shit... stupid ignorant dumb just ... ughghgugugr;kurg;... it makes me so mad... so sad... and fuck... I don't want to ddo it i don't want to please someone kill me... I'm sorry God... I'm sorry everyone... I'm really really sorry.... I'm sorry you had to try so hard to get me to laugh... I'm sorry I always busy when you call... I'm sorry i don't know you better.... I'm sorry I can't understand you... I'm sorry we once were friends and now just acquantences... I'm sorry I hurt you everytime I'm around you... i i i i i i i i ..... I sitiiehtiehteitndnfkl ... fuck .... I am so sorry everyone... I'm sorry I can't ever finish your website... I'm sorry I don't get to hang out with you all the time I'm home... I'm sorry I've never followed through with any of my ideas... I'm sorry you things I'll amount to nothing... I'm sorry you can't accept me... I'm sorry I don't hunt or fish... I'm sorry I'm sorry...... I'm sorry that I am. you all deserve better... and maybe you don't think so... and i want your comments from this... I do, mmaybe I'm just writting so you'll all say something nice about me... fine... that is me.. that is the bastard that is Peter SImon.. I just want attention... or to be loved... or what the fuck ever it is... and whether it is apparent or not that is me... I'm messed up... I'm FUCKING SORRY... tooitoiiogi;ailg l;ajhg;l p;w ;hg;l sh;lgn ;ng;lang;njl;j..... and I apologize... that is what I do.. apologize... deal with it .. if that offends you... I'm sorry. two choices - no emotions, no personality, (basically not really living) or real emotions, real personality, really living... but hurting everyone I know, or being stressful on all the people I know.. they have to deal with this.... with this shit... this that you are reading right now.................................................................................. ..................................................................................... .............................................................................. I choose sleep and make no fucking decision!!!!!!! 3 comments 1/04/2006 11:52:00 PM Here I am Yeah, I haven't posted in a while.... I was at home... what can I say... Well... Being at home was fun. Got to chill with the fam and do very little (that is not worrying about class, work, etc. *wink*). uhm... yeah.. so that is about it. oh I know... I bought a king size mattress, (because my old one was disgusting and filthy and falling apart)... so yeah, against all recommendations, I bought a king size mattress... it is basically 6' x 6' and my room is 9' x 12' and I knew upon making this purchase decision that it would be a tough fit in my room, but I also knew that would mean a new challenge and a new project for me to do... so yeah... huge mattress, new loft thingy, uhm... and angry parents... pretty fun... well, that is really that. Sorry for the small update... well, at least ya'll'll (you all will) read it. Alright, well, I'm in the middle of my interim class right now, so I should ge tback... see you later. 1 comments 1/04/2006 10:33:00 AM

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