Petey's Piece of the World
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1/8/05

well, I decided to finish the Ender's Game Quartet after all. I start "A Portrait...", but I didn't really like it and I just want to know how things turn out in the Enderverse.

and like always I find myself feeling the feelings of the characters. Self-loathing Miro is the one I happen to relate to the most right now. I have started thinking again last night. Which is bad. Thinking = sadness. I don't know... Sometimes I just feel like things would be so much easier if I wasn't around. I'm such a lazy jerk. Self centered. I want to make difference in the world, but I don't want to work for it. I want to love unconditionally. But nope, I find flaws in everything. I want people to be what I want them to be. What an ass I am. I'm sorry if I hurt you.

 

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