Petey's Piece of the World
Write from your heart, right from your heart.

Happy? no way!

So I got a chance to act in someone's short student film and it was an amazing experience.... nope not because I got to act in a film, but because I got to hang out with a bunch of cool people... and no they weren't cool because they were shooting a film, they were cool because they were happy and fun... therefore I was happy. It has been a long while since I have been happy like that. It was like constant laughing between takes... and the jokes weren't extremely crude (which seems to be the only thing people think is funny anymore) and it wasn't saying anything really harsh towards one another (which is another comical trend with in my close friends). it was really just good fun. Situational comedy... in real life of course. Even after I was wrapped (Definition 16b if you're not familiar)I didn't leave because I was just having so much fun just chill'n.

Man that sounds super sappy and all the rest, but it was really really needed. Plus, usually I rant on here about how sad my life is to me and how terrible of a person I am (with out giving reasons of course, cuz I don't really want you to think I'm terrible). It is good to laugh.

It is my spring break this week and I'm work'n the whole week. Yippy! I really need the money. Travis is getting married in half a month and I'm his best man. This is going to be crazy. I'm getting married in about 3 months.

I hope I get a career where I get to play all day... like acting.... or sound design. Hang out and play with friends all day. That is my dream job. so, yeah. nothing to important to report, just check'n in.

Oh, I got a nintendo DS... so if anyone else out there has one (and has a wifi access) you should let me know and maybe we could play something. Right now I only have Animal Crossing, but soon I will have more games... many many more... mwa ha ha ha ha ah... so drop me a line ya'll!!

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So.... so.... uhm, suck my toe?

Well, I think that I've reached a point in my life where people don't really want to be my friend... or maybe it isn't that they don't wanna be my friend, but they don't wanna hang out.... no it's not that even... it is more of, people don't think I'm interesting or enjoy my company or input. I've realized that I've alienated myself. I think. I don't hang out with my friends enough maybe. When I do, I feel like an outcast... like I don't know what to say. I feel like people are really only my friends because they feel sorry for me. I don't have any inside jokes with anyone. Nobody wants to sit down and have a philosophical conversation with me. I've become this thing that no one is sure they want to really get to know. I'm just peter... with a lowercase p.

and how petty of me to even think aloud this way, yet here I am. I can't help it. I need to write it out. Already anticipating the "that's not true"s and "I'm your friend"s... and that's not to say that they aren't right, but when it comes right down to it. Who is going to look back 5 or 10 years from now and say. Man, I miss Petey Boy... or who is still going to be my friend after that long.

It is hard to maintain friendships when there is no more common ground, like school, classes, organizations, and what have you. Think about friends from high school you thought would last forever, and now... do you even know where they are? Do you care? I've tried to "keep in touch"... but it is pretty dang difficult.

I look around on facebook and sit in classes (with which I have friends in) and everyone else just chats away and smiles away and pats each other on the back and chainsaws each other's heads off (okay, I've never seen that happen). why not me? hmmm? well, I don't know why not.

argh.

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Duty

I think it is my duty as a part of this blogging sibling community to let everyone know to CALM THE EFF DOWN. Eveyone is acting like such drama queens and know-it-alls. Which I know is how we were raised and have acted out whole lives, but seriously get over yourselves and then get back under yourselves from a different angle. Nobody is trying to hurt anybody else, nobody has the end-all-be-all answer for anybody else, and nobody is trying to out-do anybody else. Ya'll need to open your eyes and look around. Stop trying fix each other... while letting each other try to help.

Basically what I'm trying to say is that I'm the best, I know how to fix everything and my problems are much bigger than all of yours!!!!

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Hello

It has been about a month since my last post... boy has time really flown since then. Nothing really new to report. I started interim today and well that is about it. I switched over to the new blogger so I wanted to make a new post. Alrighty.

see ya
Peter

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waiting for the frame of things to disjoint

"Better be with the dead
whom we, to gain our peace, have sent to peace
than on the torture of the mind to lie
in restless ecstasy."

-Macbeth, Shakespeare-

So thanksgiving is over. I ate more than my fill and now it is time for the winter weight drop. Turn exercise up and eating down. Sounds easy enough. We shall see how things work out. I don't really have anything to report.

I drove past my childhood home over the break and they are starting to paint the garage blue. What the crap is that? The garage and house have to be a terrible shade of greenish yellow. But apparently the new owners think blue is a good idea. I tell ya...

okay bye

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Golly

Oo-de-lally, Oo-de-lally
Golly, what a day

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today is gonna be the day...

Well, I really wish I had something to blog about, but I don't really. Emery is going to be playing in Milwaukee tomorrow, but am I going? nope. Why not you may ask... well, I have messed up priorities. As in, I can't really afford it... even though I can afford other things that I can't really afford. It is so hard for me to hold onto money, I'm not really sure why that is. If I want something, I get it... and that's a problem, I'm trying really hard not to spend... like really really hard, but check this out. For some reason, UW Oshkosh got free tickets to an advanced screening of Tenacious D's Pick of Destiny . As in, the movie doesn't come out till the 22nd and I'm going to see it today. As in, I don't go see movies in the theatre because they are to expensive, but this one is free. So, That is pretty cool. I have two tickets currently and already invited Mike because I know that he appreciates movies as much, or probably even more, than me. Which brings me to my next point.

I was never really taught how to use then or than properly. So I never know if I'm using the right one in the right way.

I'll be spending Thanksgiving in Juneau... Wisconsin's Juneau. It will be a fun fun time of talking about deer season and the wedding. I'm probably going to bring board games in hopes of swaying the Magalsky's into a board game habit.

I beat the game Kingdom Hearts last monday and now am extremely bored. I have Kingdom Hearts 2 just sitting there in my room, but this one is going to be even longer and more involved than the last. (And the last one I spent close to 40 hours beating). I don't know if that is good or bad. Abby hates it... like with a passion. I like video games, they give me a sense of accomplishment or something. They at least give me something to do. I suppose I could do homework, but the sense of accomplishment that comes with that is not nearly as fulfilling... actually on second thought I think it is more fulfilling to do homework and the like, but meh, I like games better. But where are games going to get me. I don't know. How about in the Hospital with huge gapping bed sores.

Speaking of, I think I have mono. But I don't know. Mike just told me that because I'm tired all the time I might have mono. scary. But not really, I'll live. I have no health insurance, so even if I did have mono it'd be like meh what can ya do besides make chicken noodle soup (which is amazingly delicious) and take a bunch of vitamn C's. Fun fun silly willy.

Okay Lady, I love you, buh-bye!

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life... ugh

"Life is pain, Highness. Anyone who says differently is selling something"

The first time I saw you you were
Chasin down
A cyclone
All alone in the field
With railyards and clovers I kept rollin on
Never thought youd wind up chasin
Me

I settle down
I wont hesitate
To hit the highway
Before you leave me to waste no
Ill settle up and Ill help you find something to drive
Before you drown yourself

Your tired of walkin
And you loathe the ground
The sideway belly touched your feet
Black moons to slowly to hold you down
With ring hand you take it out on me

Settle down
I wont hesitate to hit the highway
Before you leave me to waste
Saddle up and Ill help you find something to drive
Before you drive me insane

So get yourself a car
Drive it all alone
Get ourself a car
And ride it on the wind
Get yourself a car
And drive it all alone
Get yourself a car
And ride it on the wind yea

Yea well settle down
I wont hesitate to hit the highway
Before you leave me to waste
Settle up and Ill help you find something to drive
Before you drive me insane

Get yourself a car
And drive it all alone
Get yourself a car
And ride it on the wind
Get yourself a car
And drive it all alone
Get yourself a car
And ride it on the wind

- Audioslave -
"Getaway Car"

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